mixed emotions

Mixed Emotions

mixed emotionsIt’s been a long night.

The donors organ was not up to standard. Lesions were found on the kidney and it was felt that it was likely to be cancerous with a risk the cancer has spread, compromising the liver.

I feel lots of emotions, sorry to have put my children through such an ordeal, my daughter was utterly distraught at me leaving, relieved that I don’t have to face this op …. yet!

Heart broken, so very heart broken for the donors family who not only have lost a loved one but will have to deal with the knowledge they can’t follow their loved ones wishes and disappointed that I have to face more days with this awful itch.

I’m tied, emotional, hungry and itchy. So with that I’m off to bed as its now 04.30 in the morning.

Goodnight all. X

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